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Taking Stock

Pip's class exercise, Taking Stock #blogwithpip:

Place for taking stock



Making : an effort

Cooking : new things, and healthier food
Drinking : red wine, on my own, and in company
Reading: blogs, op-eds, and NOT my book club book
Wanting: to exercise more
Looking: more closely at the world around me
Playing: guitar, well, dreaming of...
Deciding: to take more chances
Wishing: I was braver
Enjoying: being on my own at times
Waiting: too long
Liking: the coast
Wondering: how old I am
Loving: sea air
Pondering: what I want to blog for
Considering: more study
Watching: The Voice, with the kids!
Hoping: to sing a song one day soon
Marvelling: at the physicality of youth
Needing: reassurance
Smelling: salt air and seaweed
Wearing: the same clothes, day after day
Following: Twitter
Noticing: kindnesses
Knowing: times change and kids grow up fast
Thinking: I must read that book
Feeling: unfit
Admiring: young people who care
Sorting: some priorities
Buying: next to nothing
Getting: pleasure from kids' independence
Bookmarking: my op-shop finds for later reference
Disliking: the state of the nation
Opening: a new phase of life
Giggling: at nudity and cheekiness
Feeling: resolved
Snacking: on dark chocolate with sea salt-mmmmmm.
Coveting: healthy hair
Wishing: I cared less about what others think
Helping: kids to strengthen friendships
Hearing: live music!




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